Oh music...

In my process of writing in my journal today, I realized that there are certain songs that feel like they fit in my life right now. Some are joyous, some are descriptive, some are sad, and some are cryptic. Following is a sampling of songs and their lyrics that I'm "feelin" right now.

Waltz (Fiona Apple)
If you don't have a song / To sing you're okay / You know how to get along / Humming / Hmmm / If you don't have a date / Celebrate / Go out and sit on the lawn / And do nothing / 'Cause it's just what you must do / Nobody does it anymore / No I don't believe in the wasting of time, / But I don't believe that I'm wasting mine / If you don't have a point to make / Don't sweat it / You'll make a sharp one being so kind / And I'd sure appreciate it / Everyone else's goal's to get big headed / Why should I follow that beat being that I'm / Better than fine

I'm Not That Girl (Wicked the Musical)
Hands touch / Eyes meet / Sudden silence / Sudden heat / Hearts leap in a giddy whirl / He could be that boy / But I'm not that girl / Don't dream / Too far / Don't lose sight of / Who you are / Don't remember that rush of joy / He could be that boy / I'm not that girl / Every so often we long to steal / To the land of what might have been / But that doesn't soften the ache we feel / When reality sets back in / Blithe smile / Lithe limb / She who's winsome / She wins him / Gold hair with a gentle curl / That's the girl he chose / And heaven knows / I'm not that girl / Don't wish / Don't start / Wishing only wounds the heart / I wasn't born for the rose and the pearl / There's a girl I know / He loves her so / I'm not that girl

Burndt Jamb (Weezer) *This song is one of my most favorite songs... ever.*
gothic flavor / how i miss you / if i onlyonce could / kiss you / i'd be happy / for one moment / of my lifetime / i'd be there / and the water / running overme is growing / ever colder / make me happy / for one moment / of my lifetime /

My Best Friend (another Weezer)
When everything is wrong I'll come talk to you / You make things alright when I'm feeling blue / You are such a blessing and I wont be messing / with the one thing that brings light to all my darkness / You're my best friend / and I love you, and I love you / Yes I do / There is no other one who can take your place / I feel happy inside when I see your face / I hope you believe me / 'Cause I speak sincerely / and I mean it when I tell you that I need you / You're my best friend / and I love you, and I love you / Yes I do / I'm here right beside you / I will never leave you / and I feel the pain you feel when you start crying / You're my best friend / and I love you, and I love you / Yes I do / You're my best friend / and I love you, and I love you / Yes I do / Yes I do...Yes I do

I'm Willing (Ben Lee)
I took a breath of fresh air / I took in the view at the top / I took a lock of her golden hair / I took a look, it was gone / If living / Is giving / I'm ready / I'm willing / I took her heart, cause she let me / I took a walk in the dark / I took some time to decide / If it was right / I took a walk in the dark / If living / Is giving / I'm ready / I'm willing / I took a piece of the puzzle / I took a souvenir / I took both roads, everywhere they went / Now something’s gotta give /and I'm willing / and I'm willing / and I'm willing


I guess that's enough for now. The bold is what I particularly am feeling. Nothing is actually specific, though the friend song has a particular person in mind. Don't read too much into the rest of 'em. I just like certain lyrics a lot.
It's sad that I only get motivated to write on this thing in the middle of the night. I'll try to chang that... maybe.