Times table

Sometimes I let myself cry a little at a sappy movie. Sometimes I like to watch talk shows on tv.
Sometimes I read myself to sleep. Sometimes I indulge in Ben and Jerry's yogurt. Sometimes I obsess over little things. Sometimes I fight with my family. Sometimes I forget birthdays.

Sometimes I let life get me down.
Sometimes I try to take life down.

Most times I am fine. Rare times I am not.

Sometimes I love solitude.
Sometimes I rely on my friends.

Most times I pretend to be independent. Rare times I reveal that I'm not.

Sometimes I am afraid of the future.
Sometimes I fear that I have no future.

I have been down few roads, but there have been some that no one should have to walk. My mind has always been my biggest enemy, and I find that it will always be my largest hurdle.

Sometimes share too much with people. Sometimes I hold too much in.
I don't know where I am at right now, but I can say that I've been better.

Thank God for my family and for S. Summer is starting to suck, but I'm holding on.

Most times I am cryptic. Rare times I make sense.