Surreal

Today it felt like Spring. For real, for once.

Last night my grandmother died in her sleep. I found out in the afternoon. My mother's voice sounded heavy. I cried. I am drained now. 3 hours of sleep last night helped push me to the edge. I'm shocked that I am awake right now... I've gotten about 7 hours sleep in the past 48.

JVC has thought of a placement for me... as a youth minister... in Harlem. I would also direct the youth choir. I don't know if I'm good enough for that. But if God wants me there, I will go.

"If living is giving, I'm ready, I'm willing." - Ben Lee


I have decided that one day I am going to feel pretty. I'll let you know when I get there.